Well, apparently I've become very irresponsible. This coming from the woman that takes three days off work and spends two of them solcializing with Elaine (the drunk who can't function without my mother's presencea t least three times a week). Lets see, you wanna hear why I'm irresponsible. There's two reasons. Number one. I failed one class throught my entire educational career. I failed an elective class that in no way matters in my overall university degree. It screws up my average and wastes the cource money. I feel horrible for that, but I can't helop it. I screwed up, I admit that. What more can people want from me. Number two. She's pissed because i can't find a building downtown that she can't give me directions for to get my health card. I come home to do homework and she jumps at me with all of this, thinking she has the right to scream at me. I break down crying and tell her she doesn't know the helf of what she's talking about that maybe if she listened at all to me when she asks how school is going, she'd know that I work, but she never listens to that. Now that I am crying my eyes out so much that I can hardly breath, have a horrible headache and four hours of classes coming up, in which I have a presentation in, she feels bad and says we'll never talk about it again. Which really means she's wrong and knows it but doesn't want to have to admit it. She's making me a tea now. Man, I gotta get outta here.

Hey, sorry I haven't blogged for a while. I've been either too busy or too lazy. I'm looking forward to my ski trip. My mom is a bitch. Tony and I are over our fights and my little sister has finally gained some independant thought. Thats about everything thats new. Need explanation....okay. Well, the ski trip is self explanitory. I'm going skiing with Tony and Kelsey and Sanjay for my 1 year with Tony. My mom, well thats a bit more complicated. As you probably all know, I failed my religious studies class last term. My mother is not happy. In fact, she's been down right miserable all week about it. But see, I took that cource because I figured I could spend a lot more time on my important classes, and if I didn't get a good mark, it didn't matter. Not that I expected to fail. But when you realy think about it, does one class matter. I'm pulling off very good marks in all my other classes. Plus, I worked my ass off this year. Sorry if I'm not good at everything. I guess it comes down to I broke her bubble that I'm perfect and she's having a hard time dealing with it. She wants me to go to summer school. I think it's a play to futher complicate me moving out. So, I'm trying to get a job where I'm way up north without phones for 10 weeks. i figure she can eat it and then I can move out a month after I get back. Well, thats just one idea. Tony and I arn't fighting anymore. It's no-ones bussines why we arn't, but we solved (at least for now) our differaces. My little sister finally sort of came up with an idea to do this weekend. See, I like being a Big Sister. I like Amber and her family. I just hate trying to p[lan somehting fun to do every weekend. If I could think of somehting to do every weekend, I wouldn't blogg at all...LoL...anyway, Amber is really shy and doesn't want to show any independant thought. Needless to say, I dread calling because I have no money and therefore no idea's of what to do with her. But today, I came up with a craft idea. Idea: we do a craft....LoL....her imput was baby shower stuff for her mom! Yeah, Amber wants to do something! So now I"m off to buy baby shower things...LoL

Well, I was suposed to go up to the pheonix tongiht....apparently I fell asleep. Now I'm to tired. Sorry anyone who was expecting me....

I"M SOOOOOOOOOOO BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I NEED SOMEHTING TO DO!
Hey, Get your mind out of the gutter!

Apparently my mother is taking me to Florida next month. She told me about her plans today. I'd be extatic other than the fact that as of the weekend, if she went to Florida at all, I was under no circumstances invited. Not that I cared. Well, apparently she decided she'd be less bored with me there. Boardom was her reason for not going. So, in other words, I'm being used as a distraction to my mother. If cource, setting me on a beach in the middle of the winter isn't a bad way of making me a distraction, however, it's still slgihtly annoying. I'd rather think I'm invited becasue she enjoyes my company, not because she enjoys my company more than her mothers...LoL...But anyway, I'm going to Florida from the 9th to the 16th of February.

I'm tired. I don't want to go to school!